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Day 0…
I got the dream device. I managed to successfully use the exploit to modify the software. I like all about it, even the community surrounding it. They are laid back, savvy, and fun having conversations with. How they prioritize things is aligned with mine.
One thing that my mind clings to is to let go of all other things that needs to go. It’s fine to do different things.
The Boston Drama (Live at The Cozy Cove) - Typecast
“An effort to be secure is an insecure act.”
It is what it is.
My body seems to be degrading every single day. Well, everybody is, but I do feel it now more than ever.
I started listening to full albums again. Precious times, too pure.
I hope to finish at least one book before this year ends.
Ciao.
出来損ない
出来そうもない
楽しむこと
仕事やめることうっかり落ちてく地獄に
ふと吸い込まれて つい転んで
納得いかない全てに
もう仕方なく身体を投げやるのです— シガレット by あいみょん
I walked a lot, and still doing it today and did it yesterday. I get back into reading as well. The body is very tired compared to riding a bike. I’ve gone to new places, including on a riverside.
When I’m finally naked and standing in the sunlight
I’ll look back at all of this selfishness and foolish pride
Laugh at myself
Laugh at myself
Laugh at myself
Laugh at myself
Laugh at myself
— Parking Lot by Mineral
I am writing this on a place where ocean waves are crashing, and there’s a sound of water from a small creek nearby. It all felt right. Yet, somehow, I need to get back a few hours later to doing things I quite despise now. That’s always been the case, and I want to stay where I am right now in time and space.
I am also getting a ~100kB/s speed using this phone with a very old modem at this place. I remember when I started digging around the internet, relying on 2G with 10-30kB/s. Those times were very precious for myself.
“Why is every place, every product company now accepted to be a data aggregation company as well? Why is my data the cookie jar that companies frequently get their hand stuck in while acting entitled? Hello, I already paid you, why are you not ashamed of your obvious greed?” https://blog.avas.space/cookie-jar/
“You won’t make it out alive!”
I am being inspired by this post: Rewiring the brain. My attention span is nuts as of late. I drift so very often and I am wasting time, mostly on the internet. I am going to impose an experiment starting today, no Reddit and Youtube for four weeks straight. These two consume most of my time and it is time take these away. I am anticipating of letting go of other things as well.
New hobby: locating, finding, and discovering cell towers.
The things that are a waste of time may be pointless, but that is exactly what makes them worth doing.
“It’s almost like writing my thoughts helps iron the wrinkles in my mind that come up during the day.” https://minimal.bearblog.dev/i-write-to-think-and-understand/
Prey was the first anthem we wrote for the album. The whole song was written about the idea of worshiping unhealthiness. Everything about celebrity is so fucking toxic these days. We’re attracted to toxicity. But it’s also seen as the thing to strive for, because apparently if you reach that status, that’s success, and it’s crazy. And to get there you’re being told that you’re not enough. That simply being a human is not enough. And it’s fucking savage! But that’s what advertising is. Make someone feel like they’re missing a part of themselves and then sell them that part of themselves.
— Winston McCall on Kerrang!
Pros of using a 2GB RAM smartphone in 2025: you can’t multitask as most apps use more memory now, which makes you focus on what you’re really doing with the device.
This is the truth
The only time you’ll here it
I write it down because it seems so hard to say itThese are my thoughts written down on paper
It’s my only savior
From not saying what I want to say
There are my thoughts that are on my mind
Moments that haven’t yet been defined
And I don’t know if you could ever understand
These are the things I can’t say when we’re alone— Truth Of My Youth by New Found Glory
Challenge: only using low network frequency bands.
Giving up root access on Android just to make certain apps work is a path I’m still not willing to take.
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